Prom and Plans

Happy 1-Year Anniversary, Oh Devoted Livejournal!

The first entry is like deja vu all over again, lol . . . It rained on prom night, again, this year . . . and I feel depressed again.

Well, I guess I'm a little better off than I was last year, seeing as how I WENT to prom. Actually, it was quite fun, though there was some awkwardness at times.

( Prom Details )

So now it's just all boringness, the day after. I went to YHO, tired as heck, my hair all frizzy from washing it out intensely of all those crazy hair products that were in it to get it to stay like that.

I don't know what the heck is going on with tonight. Tiffany at one point invited me to come to dinner with her before her prom, tonight. At least I think she did, unless she was joking and I didn't get it-- though she did bring it up more than once. Yet eating dinner with her would require me to know when and how to get there, neither of which she has told me. I tried hinting about it on Friday but nothing came of it. Maybe she never meant to ask me, or maybe she just forgot, which seems to be a pattern lately, one of which I am still quite bitter, though the repercussions from the first instance turned out favorably and I'm glad.

I can't call and ask her, of course, because that'd be rude of me, and if it turns out she wasn't planning on having me, I'd make her feel awkward, and I don't like doing that to people.

At any rate, I feel sick anyway, so maybe it's better that way. Still, my mom keeps asking me what I'm doing tonight and I keep telling her I'm sick and "I don't want to go anywhere" so I don't have to let her know I'm the victim of a ditching, forgotten set of plans, or gullibility. It's just easier to blame it on the circumstances than someone. Circumstances don't get hurt.

Maybe she'll just read this and make it easier for me. Though she won't, at least not in time to do anything about it either way, really.

I still think teenagers in love are rather selfish. I am having a very Andy moment. Maybe I wrote this. Hell, I don't even know anymore. Everything else represents everyone else and nothing make sense and the parallels are all wrong-- or maybe they're right, and they're just weird and I never could have predicted them. I don't know.

I have decided May 14th is not a good day.

On a lighter note, however: They're multiplying! Remember the girl who asked in my World History class, "Is Scandinavians a religion?" I figured someone would have the sense to stop her from procreating, but apparently not. I heard her lament as she got off the dance floor, her belly a little rounder than it had been in November, "I better stop dancing, or my baby'll come out with Shaken Baby Syndrome!" I think I'd be more scared her baby's going to think it can convert to Scandinavianism.

Prom and Plans

Happy 1-Year Anniversary, Oh Devoted Livejournal!

The first entry is like deja vu all over again, lol . . . It rained on prom night, again, this year . . . and I feel depressed again.

Well, I guess I'm a little better off than I was last year, seeing as how I WENT to prom. Actually, it was quite fun, though there was some awkwardness at times.

( Prom Details )

So now it's just all boringness, the day after. I went to YHO, tired as heck, my hair all frizzy from washing it out intensely of all those crazy hair products that were in it to get it to stay like that.

I don't know what the heck is going on with tonight. Tiffany at one point invited me to come to dinner with her before her prom, tonight. At least I think she did, unless she was joking and I didn't get it-- though she did bring it up more than once. Yet eating dinner with her would require me to know when and how to get there, neither of which she has told me. I tried hinting about it on Friday but nothing came of it. Maybe she never meant to ask me, or maybe she just forgot, which seems to be a pattern lately, one of which I am still quite bitter, though the repercussions from the first instance turned out favorably and I'm glad.

I can't call and ask her, of course, because that'd be rude of me, and if it turns out she wasn't planning on having me, I'd make her feel awkward, and I don't like doing that to people.

At any rate, I feel sick anyway, so maybe it's better that way. Still, my mom keeps asking me what I'm doing tonight and I keep telling her I'm sick and "I don't want to go anywhere" so I don't have to let her know I'm the victim of a ditching, forgotten set of plans, or gullibility. It's just easier to blame it on the circumstances than someone. Circumstances don't get hurt.

Maybe she'll just read this and make it easier for me. Though she won't, at least not in time to do anything about it either way, really.

I still think teenagers in love are rather selfish. I am having a very Andy moment. Maybe I wrote this. Hell, I don't even know anymore. Everything else represents everyone else and nothing make sense and the parallels are all wrong-- or maybe they're right, and they're just weird and I never could have predicted them. I don't know.

I have decided May 14th is not a good day.

On a lighter note, however: They're multiplying! Remember the girl who asked in my World History class, "Is Scandinavians a religion?" I figured someone would have the sense to stop her from procreating, but apparently not. I heard her lament as she got off the dance floor, her belly a little rounder than it had been in November, "I better stop dancing, or my baby'll come out with Shaken Baby Syndrome!" I think I'd be more scared her baby's going to think it can convert to Scandinavianism.

Yuckiness and Muffins and Editorials

I feel like crap. I'm tired, I'm in a terrible mood, and my lower regions keep sporadically hurting. I think I am going to get my period for my birthday. How fun.

We went up to the lake and put boats in. It almost feels like summer. Woot!

Now Tory is making muffins. They are graham cracker muffins. They sound yummy.

Oh, during my daily perusings of the Opinion section of the Truth, I found this:

( How Will the 'Real ID Act' Be Good for America? )

Yea for Jessica's dad (erm . . . at least, I'm assuming it's your dad, Jessica . . . how many B. Jaegers around here are there . . . ?)! Kudos on him 1) having a point and 2) actually having a rational argument for it (though I guess it probably helps a lot that I agree with him)-- because you don't see that a lot with Truth editorials. Yea also for the pro-liberty vs. security argument (and paraphrasing Ben Franklin ^_^). I'm always down with that. When I had to argue about privacy rights-- which he mentions, too-- for a debate competition, I talked about 1984 in it, too, so extra brownie points for that, too.

Lol, I'm like the official Truth editorial critic. Lol, how dumb am I?

Have you read 1984, yet, Jessica? I loaned you Brave New World, but 1984's the other one I told you reminded me of that Equilibrium movie (which I still have to see!!!) and has about the same themes as Brave New World, only a little less organized, a little more scary . . . and a little more close to home and real life. It's a very good book. Anyway, I just thought that was cool. You can tell him I liked it, if you want . . . erm . . . lol . . .

Okay . . . now Tory is singing "The Milkshake Song" in reference to her muffins (but she's changed the words to "muffins," now, though, obviously . . . ), so now I must go eat them.

Yuckiness and Muffins and Editorials

I feel like crap. I'm tired, I'm in a terrible mood, and my lower regions keep sporadically hurting. I think I am going to get my period for my birthday. How fun.

We went up to the lake and put boats in. It almost feels like summer. Woot!

Now Tory is making muffins. They are graham cracker muffins. They sound yummy.

Oh, during my daily perusings of the Opinion section of the Truth, I found this:

( How Will the 'Real ID Act' Be Good for America? )

Yea for Jessica's dad (erm . . . at least, I'm assuming it's your dad, Jessica . . . how many B. Jaegers around here are there . . . ?)! Kudos on him 1) having a point and 2) actually having a rational argument for it (though I guess it probably helps a lot that I agree with him)-- because you don't see that a lot with Truth editorials. Yea also for the pro-liberty vs. security argument (and paraphrasing Ben Franklin ^_^). I'm always down with that. When I had to argue about privacy rights-- which he mentions, too-- for a debate competition, I talked about 1984 in it, too, so extra brownie points for that, too.

Lol, I'm like the official Truth editorial critic. Lol, how dumb am I?

Have you read 1984, yet, Jessica? I loaned you Brave New World, but 1984's the other one I told you reminded me of that Equilibrium movie (which I still have to see!!!) and has about the same themes as Brave New World, only a little less organized, a little more scary . . . and a little more close to home and real life. It's a very good book. Anyway, I just thought that was cool. You can tell him I liked it, if you want . . . erm . . . lol . . .

Okay . . . now Tory is singing "The Milkshake Song" in reference to her muffins (but she's changed the words to "muffins," now, though, obviously . . . ), so now I must go eat them.

One Last Entry Before Turning 18!

You scored as Air. You are Air. With your Sanguine nature, you are full of energy (often sexual), happiness, and optimism. You may come off as slightly ditzy. You have an excess of blood, and may be susceptible to wounds or diseases relating to the circulatory system. </td> Air 78% Earth 68% Fire 58% Water 33% Which of the Four Humors Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Oh, who made that??? Me! Me! Woot woot!

I think I like QuizFarm, actually . . . they have the percentages. Now Nichole can take my tests! Lol . . .

( Lesser Folks' Quizzes . . . lol . . .  )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Alice is your soulmate.

You truly love Liz.

You consider Tiffany your true friend.

You know that Kristina is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Tory for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Jessica is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Nichole is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Jamie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jamie changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Robert is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Robert has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Okay . . . sorry, Robert and Jamie, I just sort of through you into random slots that didn't apply . . . because, honestly, what friends remind you of meat or saltines? Though it actually did turn out okay, lol . . . that's kind of funny, lol . . .

As for the others, they work. I should HOPE I will remember Tory the rest of my life! I don't know that Jessica is that overdramatic, especially not compared to a lot of my friends, lol . . . and Nichole is definitely not a risk-taker. Ahh well.

Dad pointed out how this is my last day as a "child." Damn. I feel like Wendy, leaving the nursery. *Cries.*

One Last Entry Before Turning 18!

You scored as Air. You are Air. With your Sanguine nature, you are full of energy (often sexual), happiness, and optimism. You may come off as slightly ditzy. You have an excess of blood, and may be susceptible to wounds or diseases relating to the circulatory system. </td> Air 78% Earth 68% Fire 58% Water 33% Which of the Four Humors Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Oh, who made that??? Me! Me! Woot woot!

I think I like QuizFarm, actually . . . they have the percentages. Now Nichole can take my tests! Lol . . .

( Lesser Folks' Quizzes . . . lol . . .  )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Alice is your soulmate.

You truly love Liz.

You consider Tiffany your true friend.

You know that Kristina is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Tory for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Jessica is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Nichole is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Jamie is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jamie changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Robert is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Robert has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Okay . . . sorry, Robert and Jamie, I just sort of through you into random slots that didn't apply . . . because, honestly, what friends remind you of meat or saltines? Though it actually did turn out okay, lol . . . that's kind of funny, lol . . .

As for the others, they work. I should HOPE I will remember Tory the rest of my life! I don't know that Jessica is that overdramatic, especially not compared to a lot of my friends, lol . . . and Nichole is definitely not a risk-taker. Ahh well.

Dad pointed out how this is my last day as a "child." Damn. I feel like Wendy, leaving the nursery. *Cries.*