"God Give Me Courage To Show You, You Are Not Alone"

[tabular_rasa]

I feel morally obligated to at least ATTEMPT (and continue until I succeed or until they stop me) to cheer up anyone who is feeling desperately low.

I like stop everything and just help. I'm usually pretty good about catching it in journal entries, but not alway-- and then I feel terrible-- but I go on and on trying to formulate the best words to help them, to make them see purpose and meaning in their lives, to take them up out of their lows . . .

. . . and so often it comes to nothing. I drain myself, trying to get them to feel better-- and then, either they pick themselves up out of their low on their own, or they just remain low, the damn Nihilists.

I just feel like I try too hard, sometimes. I mean, a Nihilistic internet stalker SHOULD mean nothing, but, well . . . I just feel like I have to at least try, you know?

It drains me and it steals my time . . . but . . . still . . .

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Hmmmm . . . interesting . . .

If you had to guess who I am, whom would you say? Just make one guess and then I won't bother you anymore.

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

I'm not good at guessing games :-P

[(Anonymous)]

I gave you another clue, but you didn't pick up on it this time . . . Your thinking skills are going down hill, Amy . . .

Guess again

Don't make me give you a fourth clue.

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

I think I win: Compare THAT to THAT in IP addresses :-P

Ha ha, I took the cheating way out!!!

I think it's funny that going across the hall changes the number from 112.173 to 184.102. What's the difference between you and Patricia?

[mona-lisa-73.livejournal.com]

Took you long enough . . .

Haha!