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tabular_rasaI feel morally obligated to at least ATTEMPT (and continue until I succeed or until they stop me) to cheer up anyone who is feeling desperately low.
I like stop everything and just help. I'm usually pretty good about catching it in journal entries, but not alway-- and then I feel terrible-- but I go on and on trying to formulate the best words to help them, to make them see purpose and meaning in their lives, to take them up out of their lows . . .
. . . and so often it comes to nothing. I drain myself, trying to get them to feel better-- and then, either they pick themselves up out of their low on their own, or they just remain low, the damn Nihilists.
I just feel like I try too hard, sometimes. I mean, a Nihilistic internet stalker SHOULD mean nothing, but, well . . . I just feel like I have to at least try, you know?
It drains me and it steals my time . . . but . . . still . . .
I like stop everything and just help. I'm usually pretty good about catching it in journal entries, but not alway-- and then I feel terrible-- but I go on and on trying to formulate the best words to help them, to make them see purpose and meaning in their lives, to take them up out of their lows . . .
. . . and so often it comes to nothing. I drain myself, trying to get them to feel better-- and then, either they pick themselves up out of their low on their own, or they just remain low, the damn Nihilists.
I just feel like I try too hard, sometimes. I mean, a Nihilistic internet stalker SHOULD mean nothing, but, well . . . I just feel like I have to at least try, you know?
It drains me and it steals my time . . . but . . . still . . .
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Date: 2005-11-10 10:11 pm (UTC)Life means nothing. Everyone hates me. Including you.
Oh well.
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Date: 2005-11-10 10:13 pm (UTC)But the bigger question . . . who am I?
Hehe.
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Date: 2005-11-10 10:42 pm (UTC)Do you "want me?" That one I did finally figure out, I do believe, lol . . . and I now I feel stupid about it . . .
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Date: 2005-11-11 11:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-11 08:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-12 11:26 pm (UTC)If you had to guess who I am, whom would you say? Just make one guess and then I won't bother you anymore.
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Date: 2005-11-13 06:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-13 06:53 pm (UTC)Guess again
Don't make me give you a fourth clue.
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Date: 2005-11-14 08:39 am (UTC)Ha ha, I took the cheating way out!!!
I think it's funny that going across the hall changes the number from 112.173 to 184.102. What's the difference between you and Patricia?
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Date: 2005-11-14 12:18 pm (UTC)Haha!
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Date: 2005-11-11 09:06 pm (UTC)I heart you!
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Date: 2005-11-11 11:02 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-12 09:50 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2005-11-13 06:13 pm (UTC)