Life Sucks and I Still Feel Like Shit
Sep. 25th, 2005 12:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tabular_rasaI still feel like shit and now life sucks.
I'm probably going to get a damn B in Orchestra (and THAT'S only if I were going to get an A, anyway) because I missed that one damn rehearsal and was too sick (and ignorant of school orchestra policies-- you know, seeing as how I've only gone to two, not including the first one, which I was excused from, where they probably TOLD us all these policies . . . damn fuck-ass floor meeting) to write them an email to say I was sick and couldn't show up. So now I'm going to write them now, and I'm going to sound like an awkward ass, and they're not going to care, and I doubt they're going to forgive me for anything, because this is fucking *college* now and we're all supposed to be *responsible* and all that shit, and so I'm just fucking screwed and I might as well die.
I'm probably going to get a damn B in Orchestra (and THAT'S only if I were going to get an A, anyway) because I missed that one damn rehearsal and was too sick (and ignorant of school orchestra policies-- you know, seeing as how I've only gone to two, not including the first one, which I was excused from, where they probably TOLD us all these policies . . . damn fuck-ass floor meeting) to write them an email to say I was sick and couldn't show up. So now I'm going to write them now, and I'm going to sound like an awkward ass, and they're not going to care, and I doubt they're going to forgive me for anything, because this is fucking *college* now and we're all supposed to be *responsible* and all that shit, and so I'm just fucking screwed and I might as well die.
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Date: 2005-09-26 10:10 am (UTC)My only requirement of stalkers is that they humor me and tell me what it is about my open-on-pages personality they find so intriguing.
. . . because I don't think I really mind being stalked. I think it makes me think, deep down, that I'm interesting and fuels my ego :-P