Life Sucks and I Still Feel Like Shit

[tabular_rasa]

I still feel like shit and now life sucks.

I'm probably going to get a damn B in Orchestra (and THAT'S only if I were going to get an A, anyway) because I missed that one damn rehearsal and was too sick (and ignorant of school orchestra policies-- you know, seeing as how I've only gone to two, not including the first one, which I was excused from, where they probably TOLD us all these policies . . . damn fuck-ass floor meeting) to write them an email to say I was sick and couldn't show up. So now I'm going to write them now, and I'm going to sound like an awkward ass, and they're not going to care, and I doubt they're going to forgive me for anything, because this is fucking *college* now and we're all supposed to be *responsible* and all that shit, and so I'm just fucking screwed and I might as well die.

Comments

[bibliohermione.livejournal.com]

If they're so evil to give you a B over that, then that's a shitty orchestra director you've got.
Just explain that you didn't know. Most profs are pretty understanding.

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

Well, the professors seem really nice, but, you never know . . . sometimes the nicest people can be really hard-ass and ruin their niceness and it's all just a cover.

[andhertartans.livejournal.com]

*cough*Briddell*cough*

[tarmetiel.livejournal.com]

Ya know what? You're still having a good time in general. So kick the orcastra director in the butt and poke them in the eyes. Itll make you feel better.

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

Right . . .

Violence doesn't make me feel better, lol . . .

[selfishlyworn.livejournal.com]

by the way, in college, it really doesn't much matter if you get an A or a B...

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

I know, but that's a stupid reason to get a B when it was an otherwise easy A. I KNOW I'm getting a B in things like Japanese or something . . . which sort of sucks . . . but eh . . .

[(Anonymous)]

Aww, cheer up. You've still got improv.

Speaking of which, creepy improv people are stalking you. And by that, I mean reading your livejournal. *gaspshockhorror* run away!

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

O.o

See? The stalkers just magnetically FIND me!!!

[(Anonymous)]

No, I swear, it's only suspicious people. (from the improv troupe, not generally suspicious, although they are that too.) And only like two people, I was just amused and decided to give you a heads up so you don't say terribly incriminating things. :P We were talking about you at rehearsal today... *insert creepy music*

And it's cause you put this link in facebook, silly. Of course people are gonna stalk you!

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

Ooh, what did you say?

My only requirement of stalkers is that they humor me and tell me what it is about my open-on-pages personality they find so intriguing.

. . . because I don't think I really mind being stalked. I think it makes me think, deep down, that I'm interesting and fuels my ego :-P

[gingitsune3.livejournal.com]

Shnoogy...
IT IS COLLEGE YOU DONT HAVE TO GET ALL As BECAUsE like...
...
It isn;t like you are trying to get into a college or anything...

Everyone is getting sick. Just write a letter and dont feel sorry for yourself.
*sits on you*

[tabular-rasa.livejournal.com]

I know.

I did.

*Goes to sleep.*