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tabular_rasaI feel morally obligated to at least ATTEMPT (and continue until I succeed or until they stop me) to cheer up anyone who is feeling desperately low.
I like stop everything and just help. I'm usually pretty good about catching it in journal entries, but not alway-- and then I feel terrible-- but I go on and on trying to formulate the best words to help them, to make them see purpose and meaning in their lives, to take them up out of their lows . . .
. . . and so often it comes to nothing. I drain myself, trying to get them to feel better-- and then, either they pick themselves up out of their low on their own, or they just remain low, the damn Nihilists.
I just feel like I try too hard, sometimes. I mean, a Nihilistic internet stalker SHOULD mean nothing, but, well . . . I just feel like I have to at least try, you know?
It drains me and it steals my time . . . but . . . still . . .
I like stop everything and just help. I'm usually pretty good about catching it in journal entries, but not alway-- and then I feel terrible-- but I go on and on trying to formulate the best words to help them, to make them see purpose and meaning in their lives, to take them up out of their lows . . .
. . . and so often it comes to nothing. I drain myself, trying to get them to feel better-- and then, either they pick themselves up out of their low on their own, or they just remain low, the damn Nihilists.
I just feel like I try too hard, sometimes. I mean, a Nihilistic internet stalker SHOULD mean nothing, but, well . . . I just feel like I have to at least try, you know?
It drains me and it steals my time . . . but . . . still . . .
