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I have been utterly useless today. I have done basically nothing. I slept in an extra two hours just because I knew I was going to be bored today and there was no point in waking up, lol . . .

I did write a hell of a lot to my story, last night, though; I have seven pages, woot woot!

. . . yeah, that's pathetic . . . but I like the section. Actually, it's hard to tell; it was a difficult section to write, and so I can't really tell if it's good or not. I'm too self-conscious to just post it somewhere, or give it to people to read, until it is in the context of my story . . . maybe I shouldn't have it so early on in my story, then, if its's going to be potentially dangerous, then? Hmm . . .

Wow, I really miss WashU right now. I keep having flashbacks to the campus. I want to go out and do something interesting, and there is just nothing interesting to be done, here )-:

*Strange questions*
What is the closest thing to you that is orange?:	A manila envelope. Those things are sort of orange.
Do you have a drinking problem?:	No. I would die, considering my highly low tolderance.
What was your weirdest dream??:	EVERY dream I have is weird. Best most recent: The Scientologists stealing Keith's eyebrows . . .
Have you ever almost burned down a house?:	No, but maybe I'm forgetting something.
Does it annoy you when people act stupid for attention?:	Depends on how they are acting stupid. Sometimes it's funny; you just think it's stupid :-P there's a fine line, which I often cross, I'm sure, depending on the situation and the person witnessing me and whether they think it is stupid or not-- becuase I attention-seek, whether it is stupid or not O.o
What would people think if they could read your mind?:	They probably wouldn't be able to keep up, seeing as how my fasting talking never reaches the speed of my mind, and when I talk fast nobody can even get it.
Do your parents know your darkest secret?:	I don't have a "darkest secret," I really don't think. All my secrets are lame and embarrassing. They don't know about the Nyquil thing, but that's not really dark!
What is your darkest secret?:	As I said above, I don't really have one. All of my secrets are generally innocent-- and I'm more apt to keep a secret because it would make others uncomfortable, not just me.
You ever had a near death experience with a sheep?:	Probably one or twice at petting zoos.
Have you even seen anything that you wish you didn't see?:	No. I'm glad for most of the things I've seen, even if I didn't wish to see them at the time. They're all learning experiences.
Have you ever had a deadly experience with a wild animal?:	Well, seeing as how I am alive, it wasn't quite deadly, now, was it?
Do you like being a slut on halloween?:	I like being a slut, any day! Lol . . . actually, all of my Halloween costumes have always been pretty low-key. However, I have dressed like a slut. Usually the innocent type.
Are you a slut all year long?:	No. In fact, I'm on the opposite end of the continuum. I reek innocence and prudishness, apparently. Maybe this will make things more fun and kinky later on; people can have fun destroying my supposed innocence, lol . . .
What age did you stop believing in santa claus?:	I really can't recall; probably around second grade. I seem to recall Jon being like, "You don't believe in him, do you?" and I was like, "Yeah, I do!" but it was mostly just to hold on, lol . . .
What sound makes your ears want to bleed?:	Certain people's voices when I'm too tired to think straight anymore.
Who is the ugliest person you can think of?:	Merope Gaunt. She's not real, so I'm not offending anybody :-P
What doctor do you dread seeing the most?:	The gynecologist. I've never been, but I've heard the horror stories.
What do you think the most pointless store at the mall is?:	I'm not a big mall rat, but there's got to be something ridiculous, like "The Shoelace Shop!" or something . . .
Have you ever woke up and you were crying?:	Actually, I'm not sure I have-- surprise, surprise-- but I've sure as hell been close to it.
Do you like to dance on table tops?:	When the moment is right, sure!
Have you ever used a copy/scaner machine inappropriately?:	Actually, no. No body parts have ever scraped the glass on my dear copy/scanner, or anyone else's for that matter, lol . . .
Which of your friends is most likely to pass out drunk?:	Keith. Not only is he one of the more likely of my friends to drink, period, alcohol seems to put him to sleep. So, by pass out, I mean, "put to sleep." In regard to fainting, probably me, or maybe Alice, since she's freaking tiny.
Which of your friends is most likely to go streaking?:	I could see Patricia or Nichole doing that. Patricia is the spontaneous one-- and she'd probably try to get us to go along with her, lol-- and Nichole I just don't see having problem with being naked at all, lol . . .
Has a llama ever spit on you?:	It was more drool, but, yes . . .
Have you ever eaten seaweed?:	Yes; in fact, I bought some yesterday . . .
What is the strangest things you've ever eating?:	Intestines?
Do you think the president is hot?( I hope you don't cuz that is just wrong:	Um, no.
Type " turkey sandwich on pizza while butchering a pig" with your eye close:	Turkey sanwich on pizza while buterchering a pig.
Have you ever broken into someones home?:	Nope, unless I was with them at the time (yeah, getting locked out! Lol . . . ).
Where is the best place the hide a body?:	A crematorium.
Have you ever yelled at non living things?:	Oh, of course; all the time!
Have you ever lived in a box on the street?:	Nope, can't say I have.
Do you help old people accross the road?:	I actually have never done this. However, people don't walk in my town.
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*Ya...So What?*
Stuff
Name:	Amy.
Why are you taking this survey?:	I am bored.
how was your day?:	Boring and useless, which is rare, for me.
what is the date today?:	May 17th, 2006.
what time is it right now?:	5:36 pm.
Do you go to a private or public school?:	Private-- college.
Have you ever intentionally hurt yourself?:	I've made myself sick on several occasions. I've psyched myself up and stressed myself out. Yet I've never physically hurt myself, only psychologically or psychophysiologicall
what is the most expensive thing you own?:	A college education?
how old are you?:	19, as of two days ago.
do you have a myspace?:	No.
Are you for or against the war in Iraq?:	Against, and always have been.
Do you like the Detroit Pistons?:	I have no feeling for them either way whatsoever.
What is your opinion of President bush?:	He's a tragic hero. Basically, he's screwed. I'm surprisingly apathetic at this point.
What is your favorite song?:	"Fantasia on a Theme by Thomas Tallis" by Vaughn Williams, "The Death of Juliet" by Prokokiev, and "My Last Breath" by Evanescence.
who is your best friend?:	Um, too many to count, I think . . .
are you singe or taken?:	Definitely single.
This or That...you know you love them!
surveys or quizzes:	Surveys. The results are more self-made.
crosswords or wordsearches:	Crosswords; you actually have to know stuff . . .
myspace or facebook:	Facebook-- only one I've on.
xanga or livejournal:	Livejournal, definitely.
girl or boy:	Uh . . . I am a girl, who likes boys?
rock or rap:	Rock.
new or old:	Depends.
cd or tape:	CD.
tape or record:	Record.
rats or mice:	Mice.
fall or winter:	Winter.
spring or summer:	Spring.
north or south:	South.
east or south:	East.
math or science:	Science.
football or basketball:	Neither, good God . . .
Finish the sentance
Last night I....:	Wrote like crazy, and then went to bed earlier than usual. I have skipped straight from 18 to 30, apparently . . .
This weekend I am....:	Planless, at this point . . .
Tomorrow morning i am...:	Sleeping in until it is no longer morning, probably . . .
This survey is....:	Decent.
My room is...:	A pile of bins packed from college.
I dont do....:	Mamipulation, secrets, and lies.
I like to....:	Be helpful (and, well, be appreciated for it . . . ).
No one wants to....:	be lonely or misunderstood.
I love....:	Everybody, fundamentally.
Just some more randoms
have you ever kissed someone in the rain?:	No, but it sounds nice.
have you had your first kiss? if so, how old were you?:	Yes, age 18.
do you like snow?:	Yes, until it gets sloppy and gross. I like falling snow, and fresh snow.
do you like sand?:	It's okay; it reminds me of summer.
do you like taking in front of people?:	Yes; I like attention.
are you i school, if so what grade?:	I am a sophmore (oh holy shit . . . ) in college.
do you have a job, if so what?:	I do not have a job, except I get paid by my parents to chaffeur Neil around this summer, because if I got a job, someone else would have to be paid to do it.
do you have anything fun going on anytime soon?:	I sure hope so.
where was your last vacation?:	Disneyworld, this Christmas break, with Tiffany, Jessica, Jamie, and Tiffany's family.
what is your ultimate fear?:	Dying having achieved no purpose in life.
do you like to be different?:	Yes, but I also like the fundamental similarities between all of us, that NOBODY can deny. We all just have different surface manifestations, which I embrace!
what kind of music do you like?:	A little bit of everything. I tend towards the minor-keyed: angry, mellow, sad . . . both instrumental and lyrical . . .
what is your favorite color?:	Purple, blue, pink, and black (black and pink in combination is an especially favorite scheme of mine ^_^).
lastly...are you happy with your life so far?:	Yeah, I certainly think so. I wouldn't want to die right now, but there's a lot of great, yet unrealized potential in this life, so far ^_^
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