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What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Hit and miss.

Your Expression Number is 6

You have an outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance.

You are helpful and inclined to comfort those in need.

You have many artistic and creative talents, but you only use them to better others.

You are loving, friendly, and appreciative of others.

You have a depth of understanding that produces much kindness and generosity.

Openness and honesty are apparent in your approach to all relationships.

Sometimes, you can be too demanding of yourself.

At times, you tend to sacrifice yourself for the welfare of others.

At other times, you have trouble distinguishing between helping and interfering.

What's Your Expression Number?

Whoa, for just plugging in your name, I think that did a damn good job!

No Pocket Jeans

You are confident and completely comfortable with your body.

You don't mind showing off - in fact, you put it all out there!

What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?

Don't own a pair. I like back pockets.

You are a 1950s Diva

High heels, pretty dresses, classic makeup...

You're a feminine beauty who knows how to play up her assets!

What Decade Diva Are You?

You Are a Feminine Beauty!

You make any guy feel like a man, simply by standing next to him

You have a classic womanly appeal - and you've got a look for every occasion

This doesn't mean that you can't kick back in (designer) jeans and sneakers

You just prefer to be girly and sweet as often as possible

What Type of Beauty Are You?

Your Psyche is Blue

You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you.

By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go.

While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side.

When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you

When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding

What Color Is Your Psyche?

*ABC of Me*
The Letter A
Are you available?:	Yes.
What is your age?:	21.
What annoys you?:	More things when I'm irritable. You know, the little irritations, like obnoxious voices and people doing distracting things when I'm trying to concentrate, etc.
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house?:	My family has two decent-sized houses, so I suppose that counts. However, I will leave in a year, and according to Mom, be poor and live in squalor.
When is your birthday?:	May 15th.
Who is your best friend?:	Lisa, Tiffany, Jessica, Kristina, my sister.
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy?:	Chocolate things are great.
Who's your crush?:	Don't have one, honest to God.
When was the last time you cried?:	A few days ago.
The Letter D
Do you daydream?:	Yes, sometimes more than I'm actually conscious.
What's your favorite kind of dog?:	I will always be partial to airedale terriers, since that's what my dog was. I also like bigger dogs-- and airedales don't shed!
What day of the week is it?:	Sunday.
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs?:	Scrambled, or over easy.
Have you ever been in the emergency room?:	Yes. I was two or three and they almost took my tonsils out there.
What's the easiest thing ever to do?:	Not break a habit.
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane?:	Yes.
Do you use fly swatters?:	Rarely. I don't like to kill bugs.
Have you ever used a foghorn?:	No, but I've used a variety of strange airhorns.
The Letter G
Do you chew gum?:	I've been addicted throughout college but I stopped so much in Japan and really haven't picked it up again since I've returned.
Are you a giver or a taker?:	Definitely more a giver. I run into problems with that.
Do you like gummy candies?:	They're good, but I'm not obsessed.
The Letter H
How are you?:	Fine. And I'm not just saying that; I'm one of those people who will tell you exactly how I'm feeling. If you don't care, don't ask.
What color is your hair?:	Dark brown.
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream?:	Phish Food from Ben and Jerry's.
Have you ever ice skated?:	Yes. I used to yearly at the lake, but then college happened, lol.
Do you play an instrument?:	Yes, violin. Piano, kind of, too.
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand?:	Is there really anything substantial besides Jelly Belly? They make popcorn-flavored ones; I like those.
Do you wear jewelry?:	Very, very rarely. I wear a watch, and that's it.
The Letter K
Who do you want to kill?:	I don't want to kill anyone . . .though there are a few people whose random happenstantial deaths I would lament more than others.
Do you want kids?:	Yes, just not tons of them.
Where did you go for kindergarten?:	Pinewood, my local elementary school.
The Letter L
Are you laid back?:	Very, very NOT so.
Do you lie?:	Occasionally, but I make a point of being honest-- just tactful about it. I weight the benefits and sacrifices.
The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie?:	V for Vendetta, Romeo and Juliet (1968 version).
Do you still watch Disney movies?:	Occasionally.
Do you like mangos?:	Yes, but, once again, not obsessed. I don't have them that often.
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname?:	No.
What is your real name?:	Amy.
Whats your favorite number?:	Six, nine. Not four.
Do you prefer night over day?:	I prefer each for different, unique purposes.
The Letter O
What's your one wish?:	To feel content-- which will require a couple different things, both a satisfaction with myself and my place in the universe, as well as contributing something meaningful to i
Are you an only child?:	No. I am the oldest of three.
The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about?:	Right now, losing touch with any and every person who cares about me, and flailing madly out in the real world and proving I'm not capable of any of this.
What are your pet peeves?:	People who use "literally" wrong. No, you didn't literally die of shock if you're hear to tell me about it, okay?
What's a personality trait you look for in people?:	A sensitive open-mindedness.
The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote?:	"Is there not in every human soul an essential spark, an element of the divine, indestructible in this world and the next, which goodness can preserve, nourish, and fan into glorious flame, and which evil can never quite extinguish?" -Victor Hugo
Are you quick to judge people?:	No. I probably should develop a little more of a pre-screening system for people I get to know, actually. I make a lot of mistakes with that.
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right?:	I think there's many "rights" to just about every situation, so it's possible I could be :-P but if you disagreed, you could be, too.
Are you one to cry?:	Yes, definitely.
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain?:	Let it either be gorgeously sunny and warm-- or violently, dramatically stormy. Bipolar weather, woohoo!
Do you like snow?:	I think it's lovely and want it through Christmas-- then I'm done. Sadly, it often doesn't START until Christmas.
What's your favorite season?:	I like the beginning of each season.
The Letter T
What time is it?:	8:29 pm.
What time did you wake up?:	9:30-ish this mornning. I thought I had slept in a lot later when I woke up, it was weird.
When was the last time you slept in a tent?:	Several years ago.
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear?:	Yes.
Underwear or boxers?:	On me? Underwear. On guys? Boxers.
The Letter V
What's the worst veggie?:	I don't like peas mixed IN things. I will eat them by themselves, though.
Where do you want to go on vacation?:	I want to go to India or Russia.
The Letter W
What's your worst habit?:	Letting myself get depressed and victimizing myself. (So I GET that I do it-- what I need is how to STOP, thank you).
Where do you live?:	Northern Indiana.
What's your worst fear?:	Dying having fulfilled no purpose, and alone and loveless.
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray?:	No.
Have you seen the x-games?:	No.
Do you own a xylophone?:	No. When I was a little kid, I had a toy one, but I have no idea where it is now.
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow?:	Fairly, but I can only wear the most pastel shades. Only cool colors work on me.
What's one thing you yearn for?:	A sort of perfection in my own eyes, of myself and the world. It's never going to happen /-:
The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign?:	Taurus, but I'm very un-Taurus.
Do you believe in the zodiac?:	No.
Favorite zoo animal?:	Penguins!
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Though-- Danny sent me this video, and it prompted a discussion about amorality and awareness of morality-- this actually offends me less than it could have. I think I am actually bothered more by people who know something is wrong and then do it anyway than people who just absolutely don't think what they are doing is wrong. However, I think someone needs to teach these two a little about, you know, the presence of other human beings. I wish there were less people in the world like this, but I think my generation more than any other in history is more like this. Blame society or whatever-- I don't want to have to be stuck with peers with this sort of thought process for my entire little run around this universe.

Actually, lol, in my really hardcore Hogwarts House Sorting system, these two would pretty much epitomize Slytherins. No one exists but the personal self, which one is perpetually serving-- and no one else-- all the time. If you took everyone who thought like this and stuck them in a little commune together, it would work out just fine; everyone's out for himself, so if you get shafted by someone, you really can't hold it against him because you'd do the same thing.