Crazy Escapist Amy
May. 18th, 2005 04:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tabular_rasaAlice thinks I'm crazy, because I escape from Amy and roleplay and write when I need to be something different from Amy. I don't like to taint Amy-- and plenty of wacky-enough things happen when I'm channeling someone else; I don't want Amy to be a risk, too.
Amy just tries too hard to be perfect, I guess. Obviously, I never end UP perfect, but I get as close to perfect (what I believe is perfect) as I can. It's not without its rewards. I'm quite happy with my Amy life, thank you very much, at least logically. It's fulfilling, in most senses. I act out when roleplaying or writing, privately and without risk, so I can get my rebellion and drama and dysfunction out vicariously when I ned to. That way, Amy can go on being perfect, and not need to do anything drastic to ruin the rest.
I am copying out bits of my story for use on my mask in Psychology.
I think I am going to post some pictures.
Amy just tries too hard to be perfect, I guess. Obviously, I never end UP perfect, but I get as close to perfect (what I believe is perfect) as I can. It's not without its rewards. I'm quite happy with my Amy life, thank you very much, at least logically. It's fulfilling, in most senses. I act out when roleplaying or writing, privately and without risk, so I can get my rebellion and drama and dysfunction out vicariously when I ned to. That way, Amy can go on being perfect, and not need to do anything drastic to ruin the rest.
I am copying out bits of my story for use on my mask in Psychology.
I think I am going to post some pictures.
