Distance Matters
Nov. 13th, 2005 09:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tabular_rasaRobert and Alice are both making me feel uncomfortable and there's nothing I can do about it, being miles upon miles away from both of them, not they they would even listen or care if I were right next to them poking at their physicalities.
. . . plus, the existential conundrum: Is it even my place to even care?
At any rate, I can't help it.
. . . the unsaid . . .
Tiffany's depressed and I feel like I keep repeating the same things over and over again but they don't matter because it doesn't actually DO anything, it just makes her feel better, maybe for the moment, but it doesn't stop the fact that she's miserable there, all the times except when she's escaping from there, somehow, whether by herself or with her parents or with Jessica, or Jamie, or I. I can't tell whether I'm supposed to act normal around her so that everything is right and the same at least in one world of hers, or if I need to be extra-supportive because of a lack of anything in the name of close friendship where she physically is.
Thanksgiving may be very awkward. There's been so much time since I've been home.
Edit (9:37): I don't want to be locked from anyone's journals as a courtesy, or anything, as a by the way, please . . .
. . . plus, the existential conundrum: Is it even my place to even care?
At any rate, I can't help it.
Tiffany's depressed and I feel like I keep repeating the same things over and over again but they don't matter because it doesn't actually DO anything, it just makes her feel better, maybe for the moment, but it doesn't stop the fact that she's miserable there, all the times except when she's escaping from there, somehow, whether by herself or with her parents or with Jessica, or Jamie, or I. I can't tell whether I'm supposed to act normal around her so that everything is right and the same at least in one world of hers, or if I need to be extra-supportive because of a lack of anything in the name of close friendship where she physically is.
Thanksgiving may be very awkward. There's been so much time since I've been home.
Edit (9:37): I don't want to be locked from anyone's journals as a courtesy, or anything, as a by the way, please . . .
