tabular_rasa | Okay, Am I Done Being Sick Now? (Reply)

||F i r s t s||

First best friend: Kyle Russell.

First car: (still have it) Red Jeep Cherokee 4X4, 1990.

First screen name: Amvine, the one Mom uses; we all had to share it until I got my own, my personal one now, at the age of 16.

First self-purchased album: Wow . . . I think it might actually have been the Fallen Evanescence CD in 2003, in Japan . . . because before then I didn’t shop, ever, since I didn’t have any way to; I just asked for CDs for Christmas and Mom usually got them right, or I didn’t get them, lol . . .

First funeral: My grama’s friend Jack who was almost like a grandfather to me.

First pets: Vanwert (“Vannie”), a Siamese cat with a crick in his tail.

First true love: *shrug*

First kiss on the lips: N/A.

First big trip: Portland, Oregon, when I was a year old. I learned to walk up stairs, there, because I was chasing my older cousins around.

First music you remember hearing in your house: Classical stuff Dad would put on occasionally and dance with me to. We don’t listen to much music in the house, besides Tory and I, because Mom and Dad can never agree on it. Dad likes classical music and Mom likes perky oldies, lol . . .

||L a s t s||

Last car ride: Saturday, when I went into town for that fateful checkup which deemed me doomed for the next week.

Last kiss: Well, that would required having had one.

Last movie seen: The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. Yeah . . .

Last beverage drank: I have drunken nothing today . . . probably a glass of ice water last nice.
Last food consumed: An orange Push-Up.

Last crush: *Shrug.*

Last phone call: Mom.

Last time showered: Yesterday afternoon.

Last shoes worn: Blue flipflops.

Last item bought: Probably some food item at some point?

Last time scolded: Mom keeps going off about how I don’t make my bed, even though I’ve gone back to sleep into it every few hours.

|| r e l a t i o n s h i p s ||

Who are your very best friends? : All of my friends are really my best friends; you’re either intimate with me or I don’t know you, lol . . .

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? : No.

|| f a s h i o n | s t u f f ||

Where is your favorite place to shop? : I don’t ever shop. Seriously. If I do . . . wherever.

Any tattoos or piercing? : No.

|| s p e c i f i c s ||

Do you do drugs? : Only when I’m sick, and right now is the most liberally I’ve ever taken them.

What kind of shampoo do you use? : Vive Anti-Frizz Shampoo.

What are you most scared of? : Tornadoes, atomic bombs, religious fanatics, merging on highways, and dying without a purpose.
What are you listening to right now? : That classical radio station. I think it’s some Vivaldi.

Where do you want to get married? : No idea.

How many buddies are online right now? : 10, mostly away.

What would you change about yourself?: Have my fat roll go back into my boobs, and not be my fat roll, sharpening my face shapeline, and have less annoyingly small ear canals, lol . . .

|| f a v o r i t e s ||

Color: Purples, blues, and pinks.

Food: Corn on the cob and chocolate.

Boys' names: Bartholomew, Lysander, Theodule, Thibault, Vladimir, Xavier.

Girls' names: Anastasia, Calliope, Evelyn, Katarina, Lyra, Ophelia, Rosalynne.

Subjects in school: English, History, Japanese.

Animals: Rabbits, cats, fish, rodents, penguins.

Sports: Sailing, swimming, cheese rolling.

Perfume: Uhh . . . I have no idea . . .

Cologne: Erm . . . see above.

|| h a v e | y o u | e v e r ||

Taken a bath/shower with someone? Tory and I used to bathe together when we were kids . . .

Smoked? No.

Made yourself throw up?: Well, when I’ve felt like I needed to, like when I was sick and all, I’ve forced it to come out to relieve myself, but I’ve never done it completely out of the blue.

Skinny dipped? Nope; I’ve only gone in naked as a baby.
Been in love? *Shrugs.*

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? I’ve cried and gotten myself out of trouble, but never cried to get myself out of trouble. There’s a huge difference. I get very ashamed when I cry over things. Usually, if I feel like I don’t deserve getting in trouble, I explain why, and that’s enough.

Pictured a crush naked? Um . . . I’ve pictured people I haven’t had a crush on naked, just because someone mentions something and I visualize. It’s annoying to have a vivid imagination, sometimes, lol . . . *WASH MY BRAIN!!!*

Actually seen a crush naked? I don’t think so.

Cried when someone died? Always . . .

Lied? Yes. Who hasn’t? Honest-to-God . . . every single pious one of us has at one point lied . . . for goodness’s sakes . . .

Fallen for your best friend? I wanted to marry Kyle Russell when I was about five . . . I mean, it just made sense; we were friends, I was a girl and he was a guy . . . it wasn’t romance, it was just practical, lol . . .

Been rejected? Yeah.

Rejected someone? *Cringes.* Yeah.

Used someone? Hell, no!

Done something you regret?: Um, hasn’t everyone?

|| c u r r e n t ||

clothes: Really old Arizona souvenir shirt from my grandparents or something and flamingo pajama pants.

music: Classical station . . . it’s still something I don’t know . . .

make-up: None. I never have any on.

smell: I like pickles and cooked meat and spicy smells of Christmas, and the wet earth of spring, and I like the smell of oil and permanent markers, too, when they’re in the air ^_^
favorite artist: *Shrug.*

desktop picture: Clouds, Windows 95-style. Yeah, this lake computer is old . . .

|| l a s t | p e r s o n ||

hugged: Neil, bedgrudgingly as he did not want my sick germs.

you imed: Tiffany.

kissed: Never been kissed, hello . . .

who called you: We did this . . . Mom . . .

who made you a mix cd: Uh . . . Jessica, maybe?

who you had sex with: Never had sex . . .

who you ate with: Tory, last night at dinner, with my mashed potatoes that tasted so good.

|| a r e | y o u ||

open minded: I try to live by that.

arrogant: No, not really.

interesting: Usually, I think I am. To those who prefer to talk about things I myself do not find interesting, though, I don’t think I am– but, then again, we don’t get along.

moody: Not particularly, but when I’m high, I’m very, very high; and when I’m low, I’m LOW.

hardworking: Relatively, when I care about the outcome of something. If not, I’m just plain, plumb lazy, lol . . .

healthy: Not right now, hell no, lol . . .
attractive: I dunno. The people on those ratings communities sure seem to think so, lol, but, then again, I used my nicest pictures there.

responsible: Yes.

obsessed: Yes, very much so.

angry: When provoked. I am passionate.

sad: When provoked. I feel all emotions to the extreme.

disappointed: Not particularly, but perhaps with regards to my wasted summer with this sickness.

hyper: Not today, but usually.

trusting: Yes, overly so.

talkative: Yes, overly so.

legal: I can buy cigarettes and porn and have sex with whoever I want over the age of 16.

|| w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a ||

kill: No one, really, except maybe some random people in power in corrupt countries, but only when someone useful is there to step in.

look like: Olivia Hussey or Kristen Kreuk.

talk to online:… Anyone of my friends.

|| w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r ||

coke or pepsi: Don’t care.

flowers or candy: Candy, but candy makes me fat and I do like flowers. Can I say both? Like– a variety?

tall or short: Taller, but don’t really care. This is mostly because a lot of short guys have a Napoleanic complex and hence are jerks– but, obviously, that doesn’t apply always.

thick or thin: Just not straight-up fat.

Long or short: If this is what I THINK it’s hinting at . . .

|| r a n d o m ||

in the morning i am: Relatively alert and at my best.

all i need is: The internet.

what do you notice on a person first: Whether they pay attention to me or not.

last person you danced with: Tory.

worst question to ask: “Have you seen where my pet cockroach went?”

who makes you laugh the most: Tory.

who makes you smile: A lot of people.

who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: People with lazy eyes.

|| d o | y o u | e v e r ||

sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: No.

wait to see if i don't IM someone first if they will IM me: Yeah.

wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Sometimes, particularly when casting plays, particularly Shakespeare plays.

Wish you were younger: Often. I’m not ready to grow up.

|| n u m b e r ||

of times i have had my heart broken: A couple, but it wasn’t broken particularly, because I wasn’t particularly expecting much.

of hearts i have broken: Maybe a couple. I probably felt worse than they ended up did.

of guys i've kissed: 0.

...but REALLY kissed and not just a peck: 0.

of girls i've kissed: 0

...but REALLY kissed and not just a peck: 0

of continents i have lived on: 1.

of tight friends: About 5.

of cds i own: More than 30.